Saturday, January 31, 2009. 5:38 PM
3EB
JumperThird Eye BlindI wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand.
The angry boy, a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
You're the first to fight
You're way too loud
You're the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong
Well everyone I know has got a reason, to say
Put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand, I would understand.
And well he's on the table
And he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they are doing here
And your friends have left you
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I, I want you to know
Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today
We can put the past away
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend.
You could cut ties with all the lies,
That you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again,
I would understand
I would understand
I would understand
(I would understand)
(I would understand)
(Understand)
Ya ya ya ya ya...
Can you put the past away?
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
I would understand
(I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend)
I would understand
(I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend)
And I would understand
(I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend)
I would understand
(I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend)
And I would understand.
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Tingalingaling # 2
We ought to think with our minds and NOT with our hearts...
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009. 5:55 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009. 6:56 AM
Motto for 2009
Dahil walang katapusan ang pag-iisip ng kung ano-anong motto for 2009 tuwing lunchtime, meron na din ako na inimbento ni Tria. 
"If you feel bad on the inside, feel good on the outside"
Alavet! Hahaha! 
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Thursday, January 22, 2009. 4:04 PM
Cheers!
I almost forgot that yesterday was my 1st year in Starcom until Kate and Jez “surprised” me with a slice of someone else’s birthday cake that Shey was able to get grab somewhere. That was so sweet of you girls! Hehe! Was touched. I really appreciate it.
(Though I would appreciate it more if it were a whole blueberry cheesecake! Hehe! jowk!
)
So it has been a year since I survived the three-week period of “hell” in my life. As I always put it, “nung niyurakan ang aking pagkatao”. Hehe!
I won’t get into details of that "tragic" event, they're too hot to handle. Haha!
Thank God that was over.
Moving forward, I’m more than happy with my life now vis-à-vis my work in terms of workload, working hours (yah, no more OT-to-death, series of overnights and over-weekend. Hehe! Weee!
), salary (? yup, fair enough, I think. Hehe!), and the work environment especially the people I regularly spend my Monday to Friday with. I found not only good colleagues but new genuine friends as well.
I particularly would like to give my biggest hugs to my "Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants". You, girls, are one of the best things that happened to me
in Starcom in 2008. You already know why.
Thank you very, very much. *teary-eyed. Haha!
* Emo, emo! hahaha!
Cheers to success in every aspect of our lives and to longer friendship!
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Sunday, January 04, 2009. 5:04 AM
Just Want to Say...
ang KAPAL MO! If you think you can fool me or play with me, I'm sorry you're wrong. Sana nag-isip ka muna bago mo ginawa yun. Tsk, tsk.
Hay, New year na New Year...Tsk, tsk.
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Friday, January 02, 2009. 10:52 PM
Dahil New Year... Part 2
Isa pa!
1. You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
- yes
2. Does the last person you kissed hate you? Why?
- no, my nephew loves me! :)
3. What does your hair look like?
- it's shorter now and has dark brown color that wears off after sometime
4. What would you do if your best friend of the opposite sex liked you?
- nothing especially if I don't like him back :D
5. How many people do you trust?
- very few
6. Why did your last relationship end?
- it's a secret I'll never tell...xoxo..haha!
7. Are you happy with your life?
- yes
8. If you could go back in time, would you?
- yup, I want to find out what could have happened if I made another decision in major things in my life
9. How far back would you go?
- as far as the time when I already had the courage to decide on my own ;)
10. This time last year, do you remember who you were dating or who you liked?
- of course, it's the same person I'm with now and more than three years back
11. Last thing you did before bed last night?
- net surfing
12. Ever liked anyone on your top friends?
- hmmm
13. Anything bothering you?
- yes
14. If you could have anything, what would it be?
- materially speaking, Olympus 1050 SW camera! haha! kidding aside, I've always wanted real joy...
15. What's your favorite place you've been to?
- my room
16. Do you go to school?
- not anymore but I want to (for master's)
17. Last time you cried?
- secret :D
18. Is green your favorite color?
- nope, blue!
19. Do you have a friend that you've known since you were little?
- of course, a lot
20. Do you have work out videos?
- none
21. Are you dating the very last person you kissed?
- the last person I kiss was my nephew!
22. Your best friend likes your last ex, you say?
- go for the gold! hahaha!
23. Do you still talk to the first person you ever made out with?
- tigilan na ang kalokohang ito! hahaha!
24. What clothes were you wearing during your last kiss?
- isa pa to! di pa clear yung question! :D
25. What hoodie did you wear last?
- light blue sweater
26. When did you last go to the beach?
- last November 21-24, 2008 in Bohol
27. Do you sleep on your stomach?
- how is it done? :D
28. Are you ticklish?
- sobra! haha!
29. How are you feeling at this very moment?
- still wide awake because of so much sleep during the day :D
30. Are you someone who worries too often?
- in some ways yes
31. What are you excited about?
- nothing really
21. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- no, probably asleep already...hehe!
22. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
- yes
23. Do you know a few people that smoke weed?
- yup, though I haven't seen firsthand
24. How long does it take you to shower?
- 20-30 minutes
25. What was last thing you drank?
- water
26. Do you judge people you don' t know?
- maybe yes at times but unconsciously
27. Do you know anyone who drinks a lot?
- ay sus, do I need to name them? hehe!
28. Who was the last person you had a phone convo with?
- my dad, just a short one asking if my brother had already left the house to pick us up
29. Last person you texted?
- my brother
30. Would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
- go back. don't wanna go to work yet, huhu! :D
31. Do you have any plans tomorrow?
- yup, go back to Manila at 10 AM
32. Are you in a good mood right now?
- so-so
33. What are you listening to at the moment?
- none
34. What were you doing at midnight last night ?
- uploading Baguio pics in multiply
35. Has a boy/girl ever called you babe/baby?
- yup naman
36. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
- that I'm not really sure of
37. Do you believe every one deserves a second chance?
- yup but it depends...hehe!
38. How late did you stay up last night?
- 2:30 AM
39. Why?
- was uploading pics nga which took 48 years to be posted :D
40. Are you happier now? Or three months ago?
- can't really say
41. What's a happy time you've had in the past week?
- travelling from north (baguio) to south (batangas) with my family :)
42. Do you like meeting new people?
- it depends on the kind of people I'm going to meet
43. Would you like to tell someone something but can't?
- yes
44. Who's your bestfriend?
- Jesus you are my Bestfriend, and You will always be ;)
45. Have you ever tried your hardest, but got disappointed in the end?
- sadly yes
46. Do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to?
- my mom? of course not.
47. If you could work at any clothing store, which store would you pick?
- CK? :D
48. Who was the last person’s stomach you saw?
- Ptr. Jermaine! so big na! haha!
49. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?
- of course
50. Who did you hug last?
- my nephews
51. Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see it?
- probably yes but I can't think of any right now
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Dahil New Year...
...Q & A portion tayo
1. What's your name?
- Maria Gwynna Aquino Buenavides
2. What does your friend/s call you?
- Gwynna, Gwyn/Gwen, Gwynr/Gwenner, Tinky :D
3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
- nope (whatta "duh" question :D )
4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log?
- Raissa
5. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
- hmmm...blue! :D
6. What is the wallpaper on your desktop?
- the computer I'm using has the picture of my sister-in-law and her kids
7. How many pillows on your bed?
- 2
8. Who was the last text message you sent to?
- my bro ian
9. What color is your shirt right now?
- white
10. What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
- getting a new job at the start of the year
12. Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
- on my phone? my eldest brother gary
13. When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard?
- kanina lang at ate cha's place with my church friends :)
14. What school did you attend in elementary?
- Gen. Tinio Central School
15. Do you have a crush?
- yup
16. Who was/were the last person/s that made you laugh?
- church friends :)
17. Do you like Quizons?
- what's that?
18. Who do you make fun of the most at school?
- I no longer go to school
19. What's the longest time you've ever talked on the phone?
- can't recall
20. Do you think you've gotten more handsome/pretty since grade school?
- dunno
21. Have you seen your bestfriend cry?
- I don't really have a "bestfriend" but I have seen close friends cry
23. Do you dance in the car?
- I'd rather dance on stage...haha!
24. What do you think of hunting and fishing?
- cool! ;)
25. Do you and your bestfriend act alike?
- N/A :D
26 . What is a noise that you cannot stand?
- snore!
27. Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you're sleeping?
- no
28. Are your parents in love?
- with each other? I think so cause they've been married for 37 years already. :D
29. What does your 9th txt say?
- eeeeee, ang haba eh! katamad i-type! :D but the message says options for college batch's some sort of reunion this January.
30. Who sent it?
- Chin
31. Would you rather sleep at a friend's house or have them over?
- friend's house para mas masaya :)
32. When was the last time you wrote a note, and to whom?
- can't really recall
33. Are you in love?
- yup
34. Who do you miss most?
- my Bestfriend, my Love, my Father
35. What do you smell right now?
- none
36. Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
- nope
37. Who was the last person you held hands with?
- my nephew gelo :)
38. What shoes did you wear today?
- pair of chucks i borrowed from ate venus for my first driving lesson :D
39. What makes you lose your appetite?
- feeling of anxiety and anger
40. What color is your laundry basket?
- blue!
41. Last person you kissed?
- my nephew violo before i left home tonight (or last night)
42. Do you think those stores are too expensive?
- what stores?
46. Who's in your house right now?
- the whole family except for my eldest bro
45. Where are you?
- at home
47. Where did you get your last bruise from?
- can't remember
48. Where did you last go out to eat?
- McDo NLEX for breakfast
49. List three things that keeps you going in life.
- my Lord God, His love, His grace
50. Who do you miss right now?
- my Bestfriend, my Love, my Father
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